26A Celebrating Failure

       This semester I miss a lot of assignment in the beginning of this semester. I was slightly depressed about few things in my life like my second grandma having died during the beginning of this semester. In made me felt regret that I never call or talk to her a lot thinking I will have time for it in the future. It made me self-conscious about making sure to talk to my distant relative as much as possible along with dedicating spending more time with my mom and dad. This has made me feel discourage, when I fail to spend time with them, when I am free. This make me discourage thus feeling less likely to talk to them. This tangent relates to this first part in that I started ignoring my class, in the beginning semester due similar logic of missing deadline making me feel like I should not even bother thus making delay work on future assignment. Eventually I started not being able to sleep at night due to guilt from not doing my assignment, which made me do an assignment in time in order to be able sleep at night. This success made me able to start work schedule that allowed me to finish all the assignment in time. I also was able to get myself to watch each lecture video at least twice in order to do well in the quizzes. From this experience I learn how horrible completely giving up feel. I also learn it take a long time for you to reach a breaking point when it comes to guilt, at such that it serves as horrible warning system for doing anything in your life. As it took me a long time for me to get to the sleepless state, where not amount time being awake would allow me to go to sleep unless I did my assignment.  I think this failure is important in helping regain my willpower to work hard in my classes again. From this class I learn this willpower to keep trying and putting effort regardless how hopeless situation is something important more than just working in class. This cause as I learn in this class, in real world their no rigid timeline when it come to the first step of starting something. As the teacher said in lecture unlike class where you only get one try in an exam or assignment, when it comes to entrepreneurship as due to the fact their endless opportunity to try again. With example being presenting your idea to other company, try to gather self-funding for a test model or even submit your idea again to the same company with improvement. Meaning you always have an opportunity in this field unlike class where you limited range of time to put effort in. At such the willpower to attempt something regardless of how much your fail in the pass is important.